Ok six days is pretty bad...

Six days of not blogging is pretty bad. But I was pretty busy with school from Wednesday to Friday. And every night I was either texting or talking to Matt. Well no longer. Yesterday I was busy trying to get all the cleaning and all my homework done so that today I could go on a date with Matt. Not so much. At about 5:30 yesterday he text me saying "Hey I can't go out with you tomorrow. I don't know if we are on the same page but i think we are kinda moving too fast. im just not sure im there and with you having a child i cant afford to be unsure and cause problems. im sorry but you are a great woman." WTF! So then I tried calling him but of course the douchebag picked up the phone and then hung up. So i texted him "So I am just so confused and thats why i called you. Yes i did think we were kind of going a little to fast but i was just going with the signals i got from you. Plus i dont undersdatnd why u even went out on a date with me if u didn't wat to date someone with a child. I guess I am just looking for what i did wrong..." To that he responded "You didn't do anything wrong and your child has nothing to do with it, besides the fact that i have to be extra sure in that situation. Im sure i gave the wrong signals to. I just dont know if i wanna date at the moment and we are kinda there." Well yeah if you are on a dating website you probably should be ready to date a-hole. And its not like I meet him on one of those free dating websites. I met him on eHarmony for gosh sakes...somewhere you have to freaking pay to be on. So I asked him about why he was even on eHarmony and he just said he didn't know. Whatever! What a crock of shit. Well i guess you just move on... I really am sick and tired of being dumped though. But i guess thats part of the dating scene. So basically thats what has happened in the last week or so. In a nutshell anyways...

Wahoo, another consecutive post...

So today was the first day of school. I wasn't impressed. lol. To me it just feels like a repeat dream. But at least when we went over one of the pre-reading chapters in class I actually felt like I new the material for once. Plus I was glad I typed my notes because now I dont have to do it again and I can just study from them instead of lugging my big ol' book around :) Plus I got to hang with my nursing girls and that is always a good time. We just went over the gigantic syllabus and that one chapter. It was a pretty good day.
On the dating front things are looking fantastic. Matt texted me all day yesterday and he texted me right after he got home from work. Plus we have been texting continuously for the last 3 hours. It is so nice to have someone who likes to communicate. I know we are in the honeymoon period and things probably wont stay like this but for now its working :) Plus he already asked me if we are going to see each other this weekend...Bonus. So I am hoping this relationship works out because I am sooo sick of dating. I know it is too early to probably be saying that but yes I went there. lol. Tomorrow is going to be a lounging/homework day so I can't wait.
I guess thats pretty good for now...till the next post...

It's been a minute....

So its been a minute since I posted last. Good thing I have my bff keeping me going on this thing. I suppose that could be my new years resolution since I didn't really make one for this year :) 
Well school starts tomorrow and I couldn't be happier. I know that is probably weird to hear but I am sick of being at home all day. At least school breaks up the monotiny of the day and every day I am in class gets me closer and closer to graduation...Wahoo!!! I am defiately not as nervous going into tomorrow as I was the last two semesters. Probably because I have already done this work before. I am only nervous about the new group of people I will be having class with. Thank goodness I know at least 5 people (well 6 if you count the one I only talk to on facebook). And my bff Janice is still with me :) So that makes is the best ever!!! Plus I don't have the same clinical teacher this term as I did last semester. I have my lecture teacher (Ingrid) for my clinical teacher too! Which is awesome because I love Ingrid. So I am hoping this is one of my best semesters :)
Now on to the dating front.... Well I had a date last night with a guy I meet on eHarmony. I thought the date went fantastic :) His name is Matt and he is 27 years old. The bummer is that he lives all the way in Derborn which is about a 35-40 minute drive from my house to there. He is super cute and has the same sense of humor as I do. We met at the Texas Roadhouse in Madison Heights but ended up driving over to Logans because of the wait time. We stayed there even though they had a wait too. But it was nice because we had a good flow of conversation. We were at Logans til around 10 and then drove back over to the Texas Roadhouse parking lot where my truck was. Then we sat in his car and just talked. It was so nice. I had to make myself leave when I saw that it was 12:30. I was so excited about the date when I got home that I barely slept a wink last night. lol. I know I am such a nerd. And we have been texting on and off all day today. He really is sweet and I can't wait to see him again. I am hoping maybe we can get out and go bowling this weekend. I will have to see how much homework I have though. He is starting a new job tomorrow and he seems super excited about it. That is always nice. And he is going to school to get his Bachelors degree but he takes his classes online. He has weekends free which is nice. I hope that I have enough sitters so that I can at least get to see him one of the days on the weekend.
It is super hard dating being a single parent and going to school full time. I want to be able to see him on the weekend but I don't want my dad to get pissed because he thinks I'm not spending enough time with Kenzie or on school work. But I have to have a life too! I know its not the greatest time to start dating but honestly when will be a good time for me. Never! lol. So for now I will just roll with the punches. It will always be a juggling act for me. But luckly I am good with multi-tasking lol.
Anywho I suppose I should probably get to bed. Even though I am probably not going to sleep to much tonight either. Till the next post....