Ok six days is pretty bad...

Six days of not blogging is pretty bad. But I was pretty busy with school from Wednesday to Friday. And every night I was either texting or talking to Matt. Well no longer. Yesterday I was busy trying to get all the cleaning and all my homework done so that today I could go on a date with Matt. Not so much. At about 5:30 yesterday he text me saying "Hey I can't go out with you tomorrow. I don't know if we are on the same page but i think we are kinda moving too fast. im just not sure im there and with you having a child i cant afford to be unsure and cause problems. im sorry but you are a great woman." WTF! So then I tried calling him but of course the douchebag picked up the phone and then hung up. So i texted him "So I am just so confused and thats why i called you. Yes i did think we were kind of going a little to fast but i was just going with the signals i got from you. Plus i dont undersdatnd why u even went out on a date with me if u didn't wat to date someone with a child. I guess I am just looking for what i did wrong..." To that he responded "You didn't do anything wrong and your child has nothing to do with it, besides the fact that i have to be extra sure in that situation. Im sure i gave the wrong signals to. I just dont know if i wanna date at the moment and we are kinda there." Well yeah if you are on a dating website you probably should be ready to date a-hole. And its not like I meet him on one of those free dating websites. I met him on eHarmony for gosh sakes...somewhere you have to freaking pay to be on. So I asked him about why he was even on eHarmony and he just said he didn't know. Whatever! What a crock of shit. Well i guess you just move on... I really am sick and tired of being dumped though. But i guess thats part of the dating scene. So basically thats what has happened in the last week or so. In a nutshell anyways...